接替一个人的浪漫

自闭症

刚刚打开qq，看到好友给我一个留言，说希望我能帮她一个忙，我说只要我能做到，当然可以。她说你能每天传给我一首歌么？

我心中开始想，认识了那么多年，她知道我爱听歌，但没有感觉她是个这么爱歌的人。等了一会，她说因为跟她刚刚提出分手的男友连续两年都会在澳大利亚给她每天传一首歌，歌曲从来没有重复过，时间没有间断过。她说只是希望我能继续一段时间就好，能让她有个心理的习惯。

朋友的个性我很了解，脸色一味的憔悴，手头的事情还是会继续，只是独自一个人的时候她说她会流泪。看来看似挺坚强的女孩，这回真的是撑不住，就连等美国offer的勇气都没有。曾经的幸福越多，如今的伤痕越清晰，留下的是无尽的不舍，却已经无法再唤回。想起了几个月前自己写的坚强与脆弱。坚强和脆弱的差别其实真得很小，不要因为有人外表看似很坚强而让她过分的承受，只怕会被打下去越快。又一个两地人的悲剧。

朋友的怨言只有一句：为什么他不给她一个的缓冲，直接从高空抛到谷底。朋友很希望我能在中国，希望我能跟她一起去上海的巴西烤肉。孤单的时候需要特定的朋友，我理解，可是我在德国，她将去美国，离去的男友在澳大利亚，在地球经度的三个空间。就如曾经在中国某条大街上的疑惑一样，这么跑能够更好么？

我在记事本上写下，每天记得给她一首歌。今天的是：
BLUE LYRICS

"Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word"

(Sorry seems to be the hardest word)

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

[ Last edited by 自闭症 on 2005-10-16 at 17:36 ]

chinesehejing

梦总要醒来的。

郁闷的西葫芦

哪有那么多好听的歌啊

自闭症

Originally posted by 郁闷的西葫芦 at 2005-10-16 05:39 PM:
哪有那么多好听的歌啊

所以才显得不容易啊

娇贝儿

能坚持多久?

郁闷的西葫芦

我觉得这个不在于LZ能坚持多久，而看对方听歌的口味
要是比较挑食，那3个月就没得传了

自闭症

Originally posted by 娇贝儿 at 2005-10-16 05:44 PM:
能坚持多久?

因为他们俩的感情，坚持了两年，700多首歌，以我的库存，和友谊的力量，我能帮她撑半年，但是那是撑。

Johnny.R

恩

自闭症

Originally posted by 郁闷的西葫芦 at 2005-10-16 05:45 PM:
我觉得这个不在于LZ能坚持多久，而看对方听歌的口味
要是比较挑食，那3个月就没得传了

既然是好朋友，口味总还是有点相似的，所以我爱听得往那边传，就差不多。

郁闷的西葫芦

恩，就怕因为口味相近，很多存货都重复。。。。。。。那就大大削减了战斗力