STAY(不参赛,支持帖)

凌晨一点零九分,呆呆的坐在电脑前,MSN上朋友们"情人节快乐!"的问候,大片大片的传过来,刺得眼生疼,却流不出泪.在论坛上，有一种叫做忧郁的一直蔓延着，肆意的传染那些尚未被传染的人们.

我开始在论坛看到写给我的帖，我认真的一字字的细读，每一句都想记在心里，同时也惭愧着自己始终没有实现自己的承诺，一直没有给谁写过一字.当有了想写的欲望时，我却很难继续着，好多的事情，我不知道怎样的概括，用精简的文字合适的叙述着.

这个季节，我开始听信别人的话，去注意一下自己身边，或许真的有没被发现的绚丽.不知道自己的这天在哪，哪天可以一个人自私的享受只属于自己的幸福.原来，爱真的是自私的东西，不容得分给别人.

那个喜欢叫我女人的是个不折不扣的丫头，那天她改了口说以后叫你女人.我开始感到有意思，一个小自己几岁的丫头口中说出的话却很亲切.直到她说如果在这找不到我，她真的会死，我才感到，是我们一直依赖着吧.在她面前，我不用很费劲的掩盖着自己的情绪，想哭就哭，不用保持着自己的矜持.

当我习惯指间在键盘中游走的时候，自己注定被感情牵扯着.那跳跃在键盘上的，深深浅浅的牵动着我.当找了N个借口想要逃开的时候，我会想到她们，那让自己驻足不前的理由.飘摇不定，只是一个念头.在自己坚定的那刻，却被轻易摧毁的一个念头.

自己的故事可以没有情节，可以干净的像一张白纸，以至与让我一直在相信与怀疑中徘徊不前，开始怀疑自己的判断，到底有没有一点的真实，一直这样的反复，就像一直听着的歌，也会有厌倦的那天，直到把自己拖的再也没有想去爱的理由.在没有终止这份感情的时候，我想自己可以退出了，好好的保留着在这之前的所有.

总想好好的写写，可却一直的乱乱的，没法整理.只有麻木的凭着手指的敲打着，那还记着的片段.因此，不用刻意的去编造.

I've must have been blind
Not to see you look away from me
Whenever you say "You love me still"
I must have been crazy
Not to see you slip away from me
Day after day there's a space to fill
and I can't find the words,to make you fall in love with me agian
and I can't find the strength to let you go

And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one
Even if there's nothing left for us to say
as sure as the sun will rise I can never say goodbye
Even if we go are separate ways
In my heart you'll always stay

Been spending my time
to try to remind you of our love
But you're pulling away with every touch
With all we've been though
I'd never thought i'd be losing you
and i would give everything to keep you here
But I can't (but I can't) find the words to make you fall in love with me again
and I can't find the strength to let you go oh oh

And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one
Even if there's nothing left for us to say (nothing left to say)
as sure as the sun will rise I can never say goodbye
Even if we go are separate ways (ooh)
In my heart you'll always stay

I,I,I still believe our love meant to be oh
And it will be here forever come one day (come,one,day) ooh ohoh
can you see? I love you faithfully oh yeh
And one day im telling you I find a way to get back to me ooh

And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one (said and done)
Oooh,nothing left to say
as sure as the sun will rise I can never say goodbye
Even if we go separate ways
In my heart you'll always stay

http://jd96.com/music/english/stay.mp3

[ 本帖最后由费雪儿于 2006-2-14 02:13 编辑 ]

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